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Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.



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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

gosh, i just love my 9 cliques of friends.
we confess about everything today during our sharing session.
some things i didn't even tell people before.
& i don't feel awkward telling thm & talking abt certain topic.
i just love thm to bits&pieces.
(dy,amin,zul,xiang,zarfiah,nabla,rachel,alicia,daz)

trng tml, will get to see a a lot of ppl.
cus it's a compulsory trng, yayyness!
i miss ppl like, reuben&edwin&anges,
they haven't been coming trng for a mth or so?

after tht gna play badminton with them,
thn to my grandma hse to pray.
it's at yishun also, so nvm.

would you stand by me & let me hold you tight? /:

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

touch rug trng was fun!
it's not as tough as i expected it to be.
played the rabbit rat thingy.
my leg was still aching, cus i couldn't really run properly.
but nvm, at least i've my boots this time! haha.

& i fucking got a D for my communication UT.
i think i'll die for my other UTs alr.
gosh, GOD BLESS ME! lol.

seriously, i think i won't have time to enjoy during da 2wks break.
WS trng, 6 times a wk.
thn i got my touch rug trng also.
& i hafta meet up with my 4e3, with my w34a.
i think 24hrs a day, won't be enough for me.
& i don't think i'll have rest, it's all trng after trng. /:


i'm really aching badly la.
still can't really walk properly.
today there's touch rug trng, how to run like tht.
& class is boring today w/o noisy & hyper ppl,
like daz! zzz.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i wna think no more.
sometimes new poeple may be more fascinating,
& people tend to not knw tht what they're doing
& not knw that they're actually hurting ppl ard thm.

trng today, aching even more.
run-swim-run 6sets, surf 5sets, canoe 2sets.
beach flag drills 20times.
my arms & thigh are aching really bad.
walk down&up the stairs like some cuckoo shit like tht.

i'm shack out from trng.
i'm tired from not getting enuff slp.
i'm saddened by the probs of f'ship&r'ship.
i'm sick of all the shits happening.


hopefully tml won't be like last wk, monday blue.
/:


gosh, i'm shack form trng.
aching all over, i need massage.
my classmates take note eh, cus i've trng on sunday also.
i'll ache even more on mon, & i'll find you all to massage me! (:

havent been swimming & do so must pt alr.
pt: 200pushups, 250squarts, 200 jumpingjacks, 100 lunges.
swam, 500warmup, 1500IM, 2000ofree.

oh & W34A, who wna go watch pirates on wed after sch?
since it's vesak day on thus.
so gng hm ltr thn usual it's okay right?
place cwp, time decide on wed.
& also, friday who wna pon & go sentosa?
& & who wna have pool party at zarifah's hse?
those interested tell me on monday. (:


sweet dreams world.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i don't understand why i'll get affected by what you do.
supposedly what you do have nothing to do with me,
it ended abt 1 mth ago,
& you seem to be able to forget me totally.
am i nothing to you in the first place?
am i nothing to you whn we knew each other?
am i not your friend anymore?

why do i get affected by what you do?
why we never contact each other anymore?
why we aren't tht close as before?
why you broke your promise to me?
why you treat me like this?


you make me start emoing agn.
i ponder abt whether da feeling is still there, looking at the pics.
what happened? why we ended up like this?
it's as thou we're 2 strangers now,
are we still friends?


you were there to pick me up whn i feel weak,
you were there to make me smile whn i feel down,
you were there whn i needed someone to talk to,
you were there to make me feel loved,
you were there to make me become strong again.
you were so sweet&aring to me thn.

where's the you now?
if you're not gna be like the you last time,
thn can you disappear from my mind&world?
can you don't make me suffer anymore?

i'm suffering in silence, do y'knw?
/:



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Friday, May 25, 2007

okay, i still haven't get my 9 box thingy up.
because i still don't my pic with dy,
wanted to take today but he was absent.
nvm, i had fun taking pics with the others anw.
i'm so in love with editing of pics suddenly.
& love taking my reflection with diff things.
i took infront of water cooler, mirror, water puddle.
guys, anymore suggestion? lol.

i got into touch rugby. yayyyy!
this shows tht i never lost my wallet for nothing,
as least it's worth it.
anw, went queensway with aud to buy our boots.
before we go buy boots,
i brought aud to ikea to eat da $1 hotdog bun pc intro me tht time.
& we spend 1 hr plus eating&searching for our boots.
cause you knw got budget,
so we keep walking rounds&rounds on the 1st&2nd level.
like so chickenish eh. ( lol, daziree )

so tht pretty sum up what i did today,
& ending with pics as usual.
no pics in my blog for a day, it'll be wierd!

nxt wk will be a tiring wk,
mon; sch swimming, tue; touch rug, wed; floorball, thus; ws trng, fri; pon sch go sentosa with class.
wahahaha, exercise all the wk.
nvm, i'll be strong! (:















Thursday, May 24, 2007

i happen to read this at vaal's blog,
& i find this so true. (:

Guys, do u realize that the girl who is holding onto u now is PERFECT in her own special way?

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she sulks..
The way she smiles..
The way she cries..
The way she thinks of you..
The way she tries to please you...
The way she sacrifices for you..
The way she wants to understand you..
The way she's loving you with all her heart..
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can loves her more.
There might be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fulfill her every needs and loves her as much as she loves you.
or maybe loves her more than she loves you..
but definitely loving her more than u do!
For all you know,
there's already might be someone out there wooing her,
be it from a distance or as a gentleman..
but she is rejecting,
coz she believes in perfect love..
for whom she will share her joys n tears together..
for whom she will promise to be faithful..
for whom she will commit herself into you..
To her, you're her perfect love!
Understand that.

Guys,
you might be thinking that the love is fading..
You can't find the freshness between the two of you..
Everything is stale to you now..
Everywhere seems the same to you..
You said "been there done that".
so u went n look for another...
imagine this..
Behind her back,
you're hugging and kissing another girl..
When you see her today,u do the same..
But you still see love in her eyes..
While others are just some flings.
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
for you must know..
every new thing brings an excitement to us..
only to find the boredom n sick of it after we're being so used together..
She might not be feeling the hurts now,coz she won't know..
She might be feeling something's not right,coz she can sense..
but she's still holding on to you, not because she's stupid,
not because she's dumb,not because she's a fool..
but because...
She believes u will not break her full-hearted heart..
she believes u will not let her tears flow..
she believes u will keep your promises..
she believes this is love!
She loves you not because you are pleasant looking,
sweet talker,
or that you have 5cs..
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch,
every word you say,
everything you do.
She was born here inperfect.
.everyone does!
Only what she wants from u is almost perfect!
and she knows she can't do it alone...
it needs two hands to clap...

Guys,
For her,
being the upmost girlfriend is to endure your every moves,
your every moodswings,your every words..
and actions.
Even dealing with the most unbearable pain she will bear it for your sake..
but once she knows that the time is up,
she will leave you..
with the most unforgettable painful memories you both had,
from the sweetest to the very last moment she had to leave,
bcoz of ur doings..

Guys,
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can loves you this way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you..
coz u should know,
her love and sacrifice doesn't mean forever,
when she had finally realised..
you don't worth her love,
she will leave u for the one who well-deserved her love..

Guys,
dun ever leave the one u love,
for the one u like..
coz one day..
the one u like will leave u,
for the one they love...


another photo session taking day, lol.










Wednesday, May 23, 2007

wahaha, this is gna be another post on pics.
camwhoring spree gng on agn.
there'll be more coming up.
i've pics with nabila, rachel, alicia & zarifah.
i wna take pics with 5 more person, thn edit to the 9 box thing.
5 person listed would be:
amin, zul, daiyu, xiang & daz.
i gna catch you all tml & take pics with me! (:























i feel lousy, bla.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

& this few days i keep falling asleep halfway while watching tv.
anw, i got a new customize shoe.
it only cost me 4.90 for the shoes. wahahahaha.
no need to pay workmanship,
just needa give massage.
wheeeeee, thanks dy! :DD

i wna go watch pirates of the carribean & shrek 3!
i wna go shopping also!
but no money = no talk. ):

anw, thanks friends.
i'm feeling better alr, see the smile on my face? (:








Monday, May 21, 2007

for the first time, i got so emo in class.
i couldn't smile, i couldn't get hyper.
i don't knw what's the reasons, but i just felt so emo.
borrowed lala's mp3, plucked the earpiece into my ear,
went to the lil corner outside & tears started to gather.
didn't cry out, cus i'm afraid my classmates will see it.
it's not my usual self.
nvm, i don't understand why either.


would you be there to love to be with me?
would you swear tht you'll be the one to take my breath away?
would you stand by me to let me hold you tight?
would you be there? /:

sighhhhhhh, sometimes i don't knw whether to be postitive abt it.
i don't wna imagine too much, think too much.
what if it happens to be opposite of what i thought it would be?
how would i be able to take it thn?
tht's why, somehow i'm trying to be negative here.
whn it actually happens the opposite, it'll be something to be glad of.
however, this is hard to say.
i can't interpret your actions, i can't read your mind.
i don't knw why you'll act like this.
there's so much so much tht i wna knw,
but i can't find way & means to get the answers from you.


i'm afraid of what might happen whn i asked you.
i'm afraid of the consequences.
i'm afraid of how you'll think of me.
i'm afraid you'll distance yourself from me.
i'm afraid tht you'l dislike me.
i'm afraid we can't be friends anymore.
i'm afraid of everything sesame pea thing.

tml is basic science UT.
& i'm sneezing my way now while typing this entry.
bless me! /:


i don't knw why i feel this way.
i don't knw why i feel like crying.
i don't knw what makes me feel emo.
i don't knw why i feel so bad.
....
i don't knw, i don't knw, i don't knw.

it's not my usual self.
you're making me go crazy. /:

Sunday, May 20, 2007

sighhhhhhh, why are there so much saddening things
evolving around me&my friends?
one by one all my classmate's bfs are leaving thm.
or if not thn they're having prob in their r'ship.
& if not, thn some family probs.

seriously, i think tht my prob is just a pea compared to thm.
if i were in their situation, i won't know what to do.
their prob really need thm to be so strong.
r'ship shits, how can a girl take it all alone?
family probs, how can one stop thinking abt it?

i don't knw what i can do to help.
sometimes some things are hard for ppl to say it out their mouth.
some things are hard to type out.
sometimes it's hard for us to understand their plight.
all i can do, is to lend them a listening ear,
whn they need someone to talk to.
lend them my shoulder,
whn they need a shoulder to lean&cry on.


i really hope their probs would be solve.
i don't wna see thm sad.
i don't wna see thm get so affected by it.


ANW, DEDICATION TO RACHEL!
CUS SHE SAY I WROTE TO THE OTHERS BUT NV WRITE TO HER!


rachel;
well well, i gna share with you my lil secret tml.
cus i find it not fair to share with da others but not you.
you've been a good friend,
you've always been accompanying me to toilets&breaks,
you're a good gossiping partner,
you're someone who i like to fight with in class.
if you ever have any probs, ii'll be there for you.
i can lend you a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on.
tht's what friends are for right? (:

& to dy, hope you'll read this.
rmb what i wrote in my dedication?
i said tht i'll be more thn glad to listen to you rant.
but maybe it's hard for you to say it out.
whatever it is, i'm here for you.
we're friends right?
i don't wnt you to be sad,
i'm used to all the disturbing in class you did to me.
so i hope tht i don't see you emo tml.

school tml, i hope no emo-ing in my class go on.
cus it'll spoil the mood of everyone.
smile people, smile my friends. tata-


this morning my cocky cousin came.
he keep asking my grandma to bring him here. lol.
i love playing with kids,
but i don't have the energy to entertain thm so long ah.
& sometimes it's hard to understand what they're trying to say.
but at least after gng to the childcare,
he is able to speak better alr.

today didn't went trng.
tired&sick. /:


I MISS 4E3'O6!
I FEEL SO BAD&SAD.
AS THE CHAIRPERSON OF 3E3'O5 & 4E3'6,
I NEVER GO FOR ANY OF THEIR CLASS GATHERINGS.
I MISS SKIPPING CHINESE LESS.
I MISS GOSSIPING IN CLASS.
I MISS THE JOKERS IN CLASS.
I MISS BRING DISTURBED IN CLASS.
I MISS THE SCREAMS OF MRS GOH.
...
...
...
I JUST MISS 4E3'6 SO BADLY LA! ):


watched the video mrs goh make for us, i cried agn.
the music, the pictures, the memories.
as we go on; we remember; all the times we've tgt.
lalalalalalalalalaa....
):


i hope school can start quick.
so tht i won't start getting emo agn.
my classmates make me laugh&smile.
they make me feel happy.







Saturday, May 19, 2007

went to bras basah to get the fabric paints today.
& had blisters walking around with the polka dot shoe.
got a new book, title: thin.
it's about this girl who's suffering from anorexia.

& i had a haircut today.
my fringe look so awfully wierd. ):
anw, there's like this haircut spree in my class.
first was zul with his botak head.
thn today was, me, nabila & dy's haircut day. lol.
let's see who else in class gna cut hair soon also.
(don't have zul's new hairstyle)


































Friday, May 18, 2007

just received the photos from lala.
i can't stand my blog with words & no pics.
so yeah, reflection of us in front of water coolers.
gna go get my fabric faints tml, for dy to design my shoe!
i gna have new shoes to wear soon (:

& add on a few more dedications,
cus SOME ppl say i sexist ah, only write to GIRLS.

daiyu;
you've been disturbing me with those horny moans.
you've been asking me to refill your water bottles.
you're a good massager.
you've been a nice friend, entertaining me whn ii'm bored.
you're there too whn i need someone to talk to.
you're there to listen to all my rants.
you're always making feel better whn ii'm emo.
whn you're there, you never fail to make me laugh.
you don't be emo also, understand your plight too.
talk to me whn you think you need someone to talk to.
thanks friend. <3

the dedications for amin, zul & xiang are gone.
don't knw for what reasons.
& only left with daiyu's? lol.
anw, think the dedications will shrink alr cause i'm lazy. (:


amin; you're my first friend in class.
you&daiyu like to make fun of me with da moans.
you're the clown of the class.
you massage me whn ii need massages.
don't really knw your situation, but i think you're emo-ing over something also
so yeah, whatever da prob is, take care yeah friend?<3

zul;
i'm not say very close to you.
but you've been a good classmate, friend.
you're also always giving me massages.
& you never fail to make the class laugh also,
with you&amin's dance moves.
i don't knw if there's any prob you're facing,
but i can lend you a listening ear too.<3

xiang; you're the clown of the class, just like your "gf", daz.
your laughter is contagious.
you don't seem to have any prob.
& yeah, go practice more on you non-verbal ques yeah?
don't ltr send wrong signals & ppl don't understand you.
take care friend. <3